Saturday, January 08, 2005
You are a cat woman. You are independant and very
self-rigious. You have a mind of your own and
are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide
your true feelings and get frustrated (easy).
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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Hmm... is this true??? this catwoman shit? haha. i love cats for sure... and haha i think ive got a familiar! haha cuz the neighbour's cat(which was a stray) keeps hanging ard my hse and once it snuck in and the first room it ran to was MY room! yayyy... and i complained when my parents chased it out. haha... one day i'll have a nice furry siamese cat with blue eyes sleeping at the foot of my... four poster bed! with nice bluish-purplish organza hangings! yayyy. im dreaming again aint i. im not sure abt the first line but haha the other two lines??? hmmssss.. i'd need someone to tell me. haha. like those who... read my mind.
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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haha i don't know what the hell this is and really it's way too long to describe someone. describing someone should come in like... sth concise.
anyhows... LYRICS TIME!
aLaNis moRrissettE-oUt iS thRough
Every time you raise your voice I see the greener grass
Every time you run for cover I see this pasture
Every time we're in a funk I picture a different choice
Anytime we're in a rut, this distant grandeur
my tendency to want to do away feels natural
my urgency to dream of softer places feels understandable but I know
The only way out is through
The faster we're in the better
The only way out is through ultimately
The only way out is through
The only way we'll feel better
The only way out is through ultimately
Every time that I'm confused I think there must be easier ways
Every time our horns are locked I'm towel throwing
Every time we're at a loss we've bolted from difficulty
Anytime we're in stalemate, a final bowing
my tendency to want to hide away feels easier
The immediacy of picturing another place, comforting to go but I know
The only way out is through
The faster we're in the better
The only way out is through ultimately
The only way out is through
The only way we'll feel better
The only way out is through ultimately
We could just walk away and hide our heads in the sand
We could just call it quits only to start all over again, with somebody else
Every time we're stuck in struggle I'm down for the count that day
Every time I dream of quick fix I'm assuaged
Now I know it's hard when it's through and I'm damned if I don't, no quick fix way
What formerly was treatment silent's now outdated
My tendency to want to run feels unnatural now
The urgency to want to give to you what I want most feels good and I know
The only way out is through
The faster we're in the better
The only way out is through ultimately
The only way out is through
The only way we'll feel better
The only way out is through ultimately
alanis takes the cake again doesnt she? haha... think she's a great singer. haha while the whole world goes on with this new genre that even good charlotte is moving towards.. u know the one with jet, franz ferdinand, the killers, rooney and stuff? yea.. that genre... pple are totally turning towards that... but helluva shit, im pretty much stuck with the third eye blind jars of clay dishwalla oleander -ish songs... haha. lalala.
anyways put this song up cuz one of the past few days when i went back, this song played on the shuffler on my ipod and i was like heyyyy i forgot i liked this song! haha. it felt very much suitable.
"Everytime that I'm confused I think there must be easier ways"
"Everytime we're at a loss we've bolted from difficulty"
Don't we all? haha... kinda in the past few years... been thru things like that. and when u come thru it, u realise that u cudda dealt with things in a better way. haha. and sometimes running away is the answer haha for cowards like me. haha.
"My tendency to want to hide away feels easier"
This is the truth of all truths! haha... but really, doesnt everybody find that hiding away is easier? pretend the problem doesnt exist. yup. hahah i feel like an idiot.
anyway the past few days... HAVE BEEN THE MOST BORING OF ALL TIMES. hahaha not really la.. but it felt so... flatliner-ish. haha... like i went out and all that had fun all that hung out all that but damn! just felt too old for alota stuff. cuz last year this time i was having a GREAT time during orientation... like ok fine i was like station master for SO DAMN MANY games... eg amazing race, station games etc, but STILL... i had fun. thou a bloody ip class jacked me in amazing race. or maybe it was the ip guys.. the bunch that's always playing ard in sch.. can identify one. small squat... etc.etc. haha. yea i absolutely hated not being able to follow my og ard for amazing race. haha... and remember the dance party??? haha TWO DAMN DANCE PARTIES! why? cuz the first one was such a damn success! why? CUZ OF US OGLS! yay... and of course the year ones were a really fun bunch, made me really wanna be born... uhm two days later. haha. damn la i was supposed to be an 87 baby... but my dad wanted me in the tiger year so he made me come out prematurely.. caesarian. haha lame huh. when u tell pple u're born 31st dec they always think of this really chaotic scene where there's like a screaming natural birth and my head pops out at like.. ding dong 11.59 pm. haha.
yayy.... olympia orientation 2004 was the most stressful project i ever took up... BUT IT ROCKED! why? ENTERTAINMENT COMM! why? cuz of... NIPPPER-ERRRRRRRRRRRRR. DAMN I MISS DOING THAT! ahaha ok im the only idiotic girl who has the cheek to do that. haha but it was the highlight of the comm. haha gay antics. damn shawn's in army already. ahaha think i replied his sms aft lights out. wonder if any of my outside frens are his bunk mates. how cool would that be??? haha...
im bored.. eee online now and there's pretty much no one to talk to so i shall be on a perpetually busy mode... miss merv already man his insults... WHOOOOAAAA... fun. haha. becks say we have v similar personalities. ya think so? hey man i dont go looking ard to be ahemed on nye. wahhaa.
anyways... orientation... ROCKED. haha as in o4. haha... yay really miss the og's first three monthers... like yingying, kangqi, edwin, etc. haha thought those pple were the pple who sorta made the class look alive and act alive. s09 o4 was the best class i got in my entire jc life. haha... transcends my acjc class. not my acjc og but my acjc class. my acjc og still rocks. haha what with all the... ahems. haha... timmie would know. haha one of the past few days, i walked past the taka fountain there. haha and i started smiling like a fool to myself cuz i remembered that me, brandon, joyce brought s09 there and played i think... truth or dare? or sth like that. think i got like a truth or a dare or sth cant remember. think it was like some dumb qn like... one of those couple ones... like u gotta choose someone from the whole og. think it goes sth like "of all the *opp gender* here who do u like the most or think has the most potential or sth"... cant remember the exact wording. think pretty much all the ogls got chosen once by our juniors. hahaa... cuz to avoid embarassment. haha... remember gerard teo-ed and i dunno if serjing teo-ed. SHIT... i miss s09. or at least seeing its members ard sch. haha. they were so coolllll quite a few pple in council frm s09 yayyy. HAHA. u go rard, estelle, lionel! haha. the new s09... really dunno how they're like... cuz only had contact with them for like an hour? haha. some might have realised by now im a grand senior. haha. and shawn was having so damn much fun pretending to be an acsi guy. and WAHAHA... during mass dance some ac poser was like talking to him and thinking they were frm the same sch and shit and shawn just lied and lied. tsk tsk. haha during og session, my dear GAY didi saboed me. haha there's that usual game of learning each others names by making the people repeat the names in a circle? u know the names of those before him? then intro himself? yea. the asshole went and put me as the last person in the "line". and well... i had a fun time remembering names. and shawn? he was nxt to me and he was worse than me at remembering names. and guess what? lionel and rard wanted to make us do the spaghetti game or sth if we get more than 2 mistakes. haha good thing i had LOTS of help. haha. and i pretty saboed my partners in double whacko. cuz i blurblur forget to call out names. haha.
but yea... it's like rard split me and shawn up purposely into diff grps to think of cheers.. haha. and as a grand-ogl of s09, i was supposed to like "rah" them up. damn. haha. but it was ok while it lasted... dont think s09 is really like the s09 i used to know but hey this is rard's og. btw rard, i think the tiny guy, edwin, is like u. haha u were the tiny guy of the og... and u sat like a little boy with ur pant legs riding up to ur ankles and that totally made me sabo u. wahaha cuz u looked so quiet and mournful. haha. yayyy. great choice huh but u got to sabo me back this year.
anyways aft that played like floorball and like very very little soccer. yea... derwin looked super gay with that mambo-ish haircut and singlet. haha and he was saying he was wearing a bra inside his shirt. haha. he looked soooo screwed up. haha... and he looked like he was enjoying it. haha. then in floorball we kept like hitting our floorball sticks together and he kept doing shit mambo movements... ahaha and dunno why in my right mind i followed him. of course i was lousy. haha. MAMBO SUCKS. haha..
then later like chilled(literally) hung out in the student lounge with benny edwin daryl shawn me and melissa khoo. then shawn was humping a huge blue stag box. wahhaa. i tried to put it over his real head then he put it over his other head wahhaa. sick shits. sick gay shits from s26 actually.
haha well as usual we endured benny edwin daryl's idiocy abt me and shawn and then reached the bus stop and edwin and benny weirdly ran and hopped onto the immediate buses they saw and i only managed to grab daryl and stopped him. haha then we went to shawn's hse to attempt to play pool but cudden get the place. then went kat's hse... and just talked and stuff haha... like we pretty much complained abt the opp gender more like it. but it was more of a female bashing. dunno why i let it happen. but anyways daryl abused me!!!! he practically pillowed me to near death. and ew no, daryl, go find someone else! haha. yea well later on we went to five star chicken rice and ate SOOO MUCH. shawn ate TWO plates of chicken rice. daryl and i dug into prawn ommelette and sambal kangkong as complements. haha. loved it. then watched pck together, then watched... yay! watched how to lose a guy in ten days. i watched it before and yea it's quite ok. it's cute la. haha... shawn fell asleep and started snoring cuz the ass got 1 hr's sleep the night before. daryl turned out to like the show. ahhaa... i love the girl's spunk. i aspire to do sth like that one day. hahaha it'll be fun and experimental waha. but yea i love her dress and daryl said she should wear n-stickers. but it's a really sweet movie man... love some of the songs they played.. this one.. a guy sang it.. im looking for it. and also... feels like home by chantal kreviazuk rocked more listening to it on the show.
yups... the days spent being interviewed and going for "training" at bugis for that scam job... commission based puh! nth much happened. haha thou i found out that sketches, this italian pasta restaurant's not bad. smells good, and yea the design ur own pasta? not advisable haha. to me la.. cuz i designed and after awhile i felt it tasted like puke. but they have normal pastas which i think are pretty good.
but now im gonna go for sales orientation for this nice job ... in this marketing company.. granton marketing. yups... they started in canada, toronto. and do marketing for stuff like sizzler's, golden village. problem they are abit inaccessible... in tanjong pagar, amoy street. goodness! i walked for so long before i found it! but yea im giving up a job where there's a quite notbad guy our age at bugis for this job! where there are ... so many old people. damn i want becky's job!
haha... becky im so sad.... hahaha u can finish my sentence. haha. not publicly pls. haha.. yay all the best! haha... sho shweet like i could sho choke on my own shaliva. wahaha. but yea i agree with u with believing all the guys we know are... yea! what u said. haha. ok la only those we know. wahaha im such an idiot.
anyways went out with jing and mich... one of these few days... and it was fun like shopping in... JURONG POINT! long time no see jurong point, thou i only went the first level. hahaa. cuz i was very very late. like 2 hrs late. cuz of the lousy interview. anyways got this really nice white satin halter which jing and mich made certain comments abt which i wore yesternite clubbing. and a really nice light blue bum polo tee! yay my first real polo tee. that fits me. got red earth glosses too! haha mich wanted to get purple eyeliner/mascara. haha and jing got concealer. hmm. haha we were pretty much makeup shopping. jing was super cute and retarded waha. and mich and i were going.. "asssshhhhhh--hoooooollllleee" OMG i wanna watch meet the fockers again anyone up for it? SOOOO CUTTEEEEE!!!!
wanna watch the aviator too! damn. and i end work at 6.30 on weekdays. die la.
was fun with jing and mich gaigai-ing yay... haha
yesterday... went for "training" in morn. then came back, prepped, and went to meet becks 1 hr late in orchard for dinner. haha. SORRY!!! haha.. expected u to be late mah... anyhows wound up at ajisen at taka and it was sooo near closing time. haha. talked abt... her cute boy! haha and talked abt her introducing cute boy's super-teh but cute colleague to me. wow. hahaa... yay so now everyone has cute boys! haha. omg ive gone nuts. i love doing bimbo shit like that, at times. cute boy was cheryl's idea waha.
then later met melwyn and kelly and we were gonna go chinablack to club and the doorbitch said we needed ics. WTH. we were like deer in headlights. then wanted to go ms dbl o. melwyn said that zouk had some international act down so it'll prob have long queue. and blehh today i found out frm my bro that it was GROOVE ARMADA!!!!!!!! omg. i quite like their songs la.. even if it's not rnb it's still better than... the trance they played at rouge, where we wound up. and there was no queue. WTF. anyways we wound up at rouge cuz it was still along orchard and yea there was an NTU bash. i think it's engineering faculty one. haha... ok la me and my stereotypes but the number of nerdyish pple there are... i was abt to say uncountable but come to think of it, the number of pple there was countable. haha.. WTH it was sooo lousy. at first they played ok rnb. then later on they played house/trance. and it was bordering on techno. and so the four of us wound up sitting down drinking. wth huh? haha. and spent so much.. i owe kelly like my life's savings or sth. haha. it's like first time i drank so much at a club but i dont get to dance to get it outta my system. =(. so i just felt abit giddy and that's all. kelly too. becky? we will never know. haha we had tequila shots first, then had sour apple shots(these were good but taste way better slowly taken), then had bailey's shots, then had vodka lime(JUG) wth.... dunno if i missed out anything. then we tried throwing wax down each other's tops. haha... and they bombarded me. i wanna open my bailey's at home. but damn. open already cant finish one person. LET'S HAVE A DRINKING PARTY AT MY HSE! yay. yea rite. no la.. maybe have a girl's night's out at someone's hse then i bring the drinks lorx. my hse is kinda outta bounds now bleh. anyways... the music sucked but we stuck ard n watched the dance floor empty out. haha this huge fat guy tried to pick becky up and she got so pissed off and i just cudden stop laughing. haha aft that, becks and kelly were like saying they din wanna go ntu open hse already. haha i wanna go a smu party. fun fun haha it's my local dream sch. haha. my backup in case i cant get into ANY unis overseas.
anyways, thanks melw for sending me back, nice car btw. yups... and yay im so nice for being the greatest bang-seh-er of all time.
ok la gtg go slp now tmr gonna go register for driving.. tdy's queue was SUPER LONG... haha. but bumped into mingjie haha we were both looking at each other like hell she looks familiar and hell he looks familiar. then i was fed up of the weird looks we were giving each other and i just smiled at him and he smiled back lorx. haha. that's the result of like 6 yrs of absolutely no contact. pretty much absolutely i think. and the weird thing is, only a few days before i added him to my friendster. haha. the world's a small one.
wish me luck for my new job!!! haha hope it's nice and i dont have to have too thick a skin. yay. paycheck payday yay.
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