Tuesday, November 23, 2004
sArAh mCLaChlAn-wOrLd oN fIrE
Hearts are worn in these dark ages
You're not alone in this story's pages
Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying
And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in
The worlds on fire and
It's more than I can handle
I dive into the water
I try to pull my ship
I try to bring more
More than I can handle
Bring it to the table
Bring what I am able
I watch the heavens and I find a calling
Something I can do to change this moment
Stay close to me while the sky is falling
Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone
Hearts break, hearts mend
Love still hurts
Visions clash, planes crash
Still there's talk of
Saving souls, still the cold
Is closing in on us
We part the veil on Archille's sun
Stray from the straight line on this short run
The more we take, the less we become
A fortune of one that means less for some
another really good song... love "stay close to me while the sky is falling" and also... "the more we take the less we become" ... im starting to like sarah mclachlan more and more.. unlike alota songs her lyrics really mean sth. in the genre she sings for that is.
well well As are pretty much over esp for my combi... haha only mcq left... my mom's damn angree at me cuz i bought the bio mcq tys and i said i'd do it in these two days but i haven even touched it. whoops. hah. dieee. nono i'll mug i'll mug. anyways there's finally an after prom party i guess... think it's a hc one cuz bernard says there's a hc party... somewhere in ms, guess it's the cocolatte one? but ya no diff nj or hc aft prom party... in fact hc even better maybe bell and cher and denz and everyone will be there! the sms says david dunno if it's david zhang cher last time said she heard he's orging one... hmm. well well... they're gonna earn their asses off i think. everyone's looking for something to go to.
ok now that a levels are over it's time for me to look for a job and lose plenty plenty of weight... may take dance classes at studiowu or ymca with shawntoh for fun la. and i wanna take either electric guitar or drums classes..... i dunno which one to choose... but lemme totally rant and rave abt this show... featured damnnnn good drums and guitar solos and uhm... drums and guitar together...
it's this show on disney channel(yeayea laugh all u want)... called going to the mat. it's really really sweet and it begins with this blind guy in this band playing at some concert in new york(shweeeett may be going there before i go to my uni nxt year) he's on the drums... and whoa is he good or is he damn bloody goddamn good? it's like he played a drums solo at the end... and yea it sounded so damn good. i dunno how to record it down man. i want that thing they played! it was like no singing no lyrics no nth but like all the songs they played... damn good... and totally suited as the soundtrack... but i dunno where to get it. im just keeping the tape for awhile longer. well yea this blind guy moves to utah in salt lake city or the other way ard hah i still cant get my states right. but anyways he just assumes that this place is like some country hillbillyish place... where everyone's some ignorant fool and stuff and he just makes really insensitive remarks abt how new york's like the best place in the world and he acts really arrogant abt it. and he think that the pple in utah dont know how to deal with him cuz he's blind. and he's just so sarcastic so much so alota pple din like him. but he made frens with this little guy named fly who is really not athletic and stuff... and this girl called marybeth who's the wrestling coach's daughter, who's his reader. she's got really nice complexion and this really cherubic look... quite pretty. well he thinks that his talent at drums might help him fit in and he shows off at music class and it turns out his music teacher is also blind. then he finds out frm fly that to be accepted he has to be jock... so he joins wrestling. and it's pretty tough. and basically he changes to become someone much nicer... cuz mary beth tells him off once cuz of his lousy attitude and just tells him that everyone thinks he's a jerk cuz he's keeps going on abt new yorkers rules and the whole countryside hillbilly jokes. yea then basically as the movie progresses on, what happens is that marybeth helps him with his wrestling techniques haha she teaches him to dance cuz she says his balance is off etc... he works his ass off and he starts getting really good then he finally makes friends with the captain of the wrestling team who he totally offended as "farmboy" on the wrestling team... think his name is jon... and oh yea this blind guy's called jason newfield... but pple call him jace. he helps this guy in spanish the other guy helps him in wts training. this jon guy damn funny... he's like the perfect jock... the totally clueless "huh" n the whole... package. haha but he's really a good guy... there was one part when jace falls during a fire drill and heads in the wrong direction and tot he was trapped at this door at the side... then the camera zooms out on him...it's like u could see his feeling of dread.. but anyway jon comes along and grabs him and heads him toward the exit. and basically he's still got a nice guy in him la. which totally shows later on.. and he's like a real friend... he stands up for what's right and for his friend too later... when his teammate says that jace is 'coach's new charitycase' cuz tt guy was sour that jace took his place when he was injured and now the coach doesnt want him back in. and well fly feels really left out of the whole winning in the wrestling thing and he starts to cut himself off frm his team and jace... then one day jace is playing bball then he hears fly cycle by and he's like fly? is that u? n well fly doesnt reply and tries to quietly roll his bike by but he says he smells that stinky deodorant haha then fly retorts "man u and ur supersonic senses" haha pretty funny the way he said it.. and well he realises that his fren's been avoiding him cuz he feels left out... then the wrestling team comes by to pick him up to go to a party then fly leaves. but jace gave the party a miss and went to look for fly... and yea he was taught him to dance or sth n taught him wrestling moves to use and stuff. basically jace's relationship with everyone's really warm and sweet and he's such a real friend. and he forms this friendship with his music teacher... and there was one scene where he plays the guitar(acoustic) while his teacher played the drums and goodness i loved that scene... it was damn damn damn damn damn damn damn good... i was like "omg! omg!" and hugging my pillow... and like my dad prob tot i was nuts.... but damn damn good. u shud see it if u like drums or guitar. then there was this other scene where he did a slow one on this acoustic guitar... then it's sooooo nice... it's like a really sweet and thoughtful tune... and as he plays it he was talking to his music teacher... really nice. then like marybeth becomes this really close fren of his and all.. and well once marybeth was saying that jace and the team never thinks abt what her dad goes thru when they keep saying that what he's doing is not in the best interest of the team etc... cuz jace got into this thing with luke the guy he took the place of... then she was like "i dunno.. do what u want" when he said "so what do u want me to do go back and apologise?" then well he planted a huge kiss on her lips! hahah damn shocking but it was so sweet and it's like he was like "u said do what u want! if i made u feel awkward or what it's alright (and he blabs on)" haha then mary beth tells him to shut up. haha damn cute. then before that it's like he talks to mary beth over hot chocolate outside the house where the trees are all draped with red leaves(damn beautiful!!!!) and she's telling him abt her family and stuff then aft a while he's like "i realised this is the first time our conversation was abt u... it's always been abt me... why would u wanna hang with such a selfish jerk?" and she was like cuz he's the only one who wouldnt mind that she's a hideous mutant shebeast... then he says he doesnt think so and she goes how would u know? and he puts his hand on her face to like feel out her face then he was like "cuz u'd have to have a face that matches ur heart"... damn damn sweet! like he said it in a really sincere way.
the whole story's this really sweet thing... with it ending as.. he dint win his match against this huge guy called trex turner... but still he managed to pin him and his team won. damn damn sweet this reporter comes and asks to interview him and he does backgrd info and goes to interview his teammates first and asks how is this year's season different frm the others now tt they've got a blind teammate... then they were like "who's blind?" then the guy was like "jace? that guy?" then it's like they all went "since when? he's not blind!" haha and tells the reporter to do his research. ahaha... damn sweet... the whole thing ended with jace slow dancing with marybeth in this huge empty hall. haha... but the whole story's real heartwarming and sweet. i like tv movies this way.
haha and well just realised that he was on another disney tv movie called jumping ship... as this little kid... in 2001... haha and he looked damn different then! like this little insecure kid and stuff... he looked damn cute in this 2004 pdtion... like really nice dimples and all. wheeee. and he acted in this show called brotherly love before... last time when i was a kid i think i watched it... like half of an epi... haha. but well yea he's pretty darn good.. i watched jumping ship too... it was actually him and his brothers!!! so cool... three of them as leads... haha... dimples.... they only look nice on some pple... so far most of the guys i know with dimples only wind up looking like girls...
yayy this sat maybe going to watch mamma mia aft getting my ipod and digicam! yayyyyyyyy must get a job to finance my gadgets. and also must go get the winter clothes. im in love with the utexas jacket... white with fake fur lining. jackets nowadays make u look like some huge thing... then snow angels u'll make wind up looking like snow patches. but then again ive gotten so fat it doesnt make a diff. ohh and go shopping! need to get my heels asap so i can alter my gown and my red satin pants. think gonna wear the pants for the dinner this friday. wedding dinner... some family friend. argh. my mom asked him if he wanted me to be receptionist. argh. no pay! hahaha... damn. dunno if i shud be receptionist... but u get to wear nice nice flowers. but anyways it's like im gonna die getting my cheeks pinched this fri... lotsa relatives haven seen me in a long time. it's at four seasons. wherever the hell that is. at least it's not some scholarship dinner where u die cuz u have pple who're totally allergic to other pple at the same table.
i wanna go shop for sunglasses! haha. heels heels heels for prom.. haha. i die i think i should really take some time to finish my application esp the countless essays... but cant! haha have to settle hotel for prom! and alota stuff! hair makeup etc. yay... my mom wants me to bring my bro's olympus cam which is like humongous for prom... goodness... i'd rather die.... it's like huge and always conks out! sighs... my so called new comp doesnt work. it's got 64 mb of space.. how pathetic is that... i wanted to get an advance on my laptop to bring overseas but my dad doesnt allow. so now im using my bro's laptop. in his room. i think my privacy is being intruded upon. i like blogging in a room alone. but when my biggest bro gets back... all hell will break lose. cuz three pple two comps and one person who just finished As and NEEDS the comp cuz it's like after that im gonna start work. and i hate him. basically die die die. i hope his abc friends come and take him out like everyday. one good thing is im leaving for korea when he comes back. yay. i dont care what he gets me frm the us or what it's prob jalean bugging him to bother to get sth for me cuz im his sis. i dun care if i want sth i'll get it myself. i dont need him. pity jalean... i'd totally leave a guy like that. i bet he's gonna irritate my ass off abt applying overseas so i better apply before i go korea. goodness save me. i just hope he doesnt stick ard for my party end of this year. or it's gonna be the worst thing that ever happened to me. i like to be left alone in making decisions that actually matter thank u very much.
anyhow going off to shower or watch csi or get my ass scolded all the way to the other end of spore for not doing mcq. heh. but aiya can one la. right? ok must wake early tmr cuz today i slept all the way till 3 wow it's been a long time i did this... but when i woke up on my own it was 11 then i was like shit it la i wanna go back to my dream... so i went back and continued my dream. i dunno i dun think i'll be able to sleep tonite. but must try
nightey night
She needed someone at 3:57 AM
