Wednesday, November 10, 2004
cOllecTive sOuL-rUn
Are these times contagious?
I've never been this bored before,
Is this the prize I've waited for?
Now with the hours passing,
Theres nothing left here to mature,
I long to find a messenger.
Have I got a long way to run ?
Have I got a long way to run ?
Yeah ,I run......
Is there a cure among us,
From this processed sanity ?
I weaken with each voice that sings.
Now in this world of purchase,
I'm going to buy back memories,
To awaken some old qualities.
Have I got a long way to run ?
Have I got a long way to run ?
Yeah , (I run......)
Have I got a long way ?
Have I got a long way ?
Have I got a long way to run ?
Have I got a long way to run ?
Yeah , (I run......)
Have I got a long way to run ?
Yeah , (I run......)
Have I got a long way to run ?
Yeah , (I run......)
Have I got a long way to run ?
Yeah , (I run......)
Have I got a long way to run ?
Was debating abt whether to put this song up or this other song by collective soul too... called needs... it's my fav song frm them. but thought i put the lyrics on need on my old webbie up for very long last time at the side... so decided to do this one haha. but this is the first song i heard frm them... remember the mtv... long long long ago... can remember this shot with this guy standing arms outstretched, as the camera zooms out frm him. nice shot. one day i shall take a photo like that... frm say the second storey and it'll look like the one in the mtv. haha yayyy. whatever. this song came from the varsity blues soundtrack... with james van der beek!!!! wheeeeeee.... he's been in my file forever. haha... but my first love is still jr richards frm dishwalla. heh. the guy's got the best voice in all of... voicedom.
I'm going to buy back memories,
To awaken some old qualities.
this is the best verse in this song... haha and to each his own. love this song in that it's the kind of song that u wanna listen to when u need escape, like just run around everything that's suffocating you, stifling you, well everything. whatever. the kind that u like to listen to when u walk back home! or are on the bus, looking at the people on the street watching the trees go by one by one, yea. it's nice doing tt it's just...for once u dont have obligations u dont have to act u dont have to do anything to make others happy. u're just sitting there, enjoying the time. it's nice to take buses when it's not crowded. they're really quiet.
but don't u wish u could buy back memories? we'd all pay anything so we could have everything lost back... cuz memories are what we were made of. they make up part of who we were last time, and sometimes when u lose these memories or lose e people who gave u these memories, u kinda lose urself too. u become moulded by ur new environment into someone u never wanted to be. hah. i sound so flaky. but yea that's the result of putting ur brain on fritz on a day when u shud be mugging stats and econs and bio paper 3 but u spend the time rotting.
haha woke up at 12 sth today before my alarm even rang. right on the dot eight hours. damn im too used to this eight hours of sleep thing. it's so... goody goody. haha. anyhows yea. i went to watch tv and like i got bananas in my pajamas right smack in my face on disney channel. haha. i remember i used to love them! way back. way way way back.
oh and dont u just hate it when u're watching a nice show on channel 5 like csi and then the adverts have this scary movie advert popping up? i hate it. absolutely completely yada yada yada. haha my parents will laugh like crazy when that happens... cuz i'll shut my eyes and cover my ears and start singing or going "yaday yadayada" so that i wont hear anything. cuz i get nightmares frm these adverts. ok im a wimp. i admit it. for the vast majority, u saw my wimpy self in yltc. so yea. whatever. i usually try and switch the channel but it's usually not fast enough i'll see some scary ghost boy staring back at me too soon. sickening. grr.
well well we're nearer to getting our asses outta nj soon arent we. ooooo yea. haha just sent out a few smses abt bertrand's party then bernard was like oomph what oomph focus on ur As! bleh. whoa even gatsby can say sth like that... i must be really slack. damn. focussssss. yea so aft sending those out i realised ive been slacking and offed the tv. yayyyy. resistance to temptation.
then i went to snack and take antihistamine(cuz i suddenly started sneezing again. AGAIN. irritating.) then read the newspapers on mr incredible and the comics. hah. im so mundane. and yea i think i like violet frm mr incredible already. haha she's got a force field and invisibility! soooo cooollllll.... like bam! then everyone will fly away frm u wheee. and she goes invisible in front of cute guys wahaha so cute i wanna do that too. haha. then i wont be caught checking out eye candy. and violet's the typical elder sister. hahaha and dash is such a nice name!!!!!! dashiel... hahaha i read this book with a guy named dash too! damnnnn nice. damn i wanna watch mr incredible, wanna watch shark tale, wanna watch princess diaries, wanna watch this other show which i cant remember what but it's a romantic comedy, wanna watch cartoons. whee. animation world!!!!! yay.
one day i'll be doing the advertising and marketing for these kindsa media stuff. i love it! so cool it'll be the greatest job, maybe. wahah.
oh the new orientation theme is la famiglia some mafia theme... so nice... think it's real funky. hahaha... no more making fun of the gods. wahaha. think my REAL orientation was really the orientation this year... nj o2 was nonexistent in 2003 cant remember much frm it... except that i was itching to transfer schs when i saw the mass dance and my future peers. was really seriously debating whether to transfer over with some pple. then just thought heck it. anyhow yea cool concept it was like i was orientating the year 1s and they were orientating me too! haha... maybe i'll crash orientation nxt year. can crash minghui's class! hahaha... so fun... hope i wont have to start work too early... really wanna crash. then i'll know my junior's juniors. haha how fun is that. and actually, technically, they'll only be my juniors, cuz im like practically year 1. so fun.
anyhows... the sneezing's ceased and im really tired. dunno why.. wanted to sleep cuz i lost lots lots lots of sleep recently.. but then just didnt cuz i couldnt really and yea if i took a nap everyday it'll become a habit. heh. yay cant wait for charmed tonight. anyhows, becks! pradeep says that the wonders' that thing u do is their batch's fav! haha.. whee... we rock!!!! hahah
She needed someone at 2:18 AM
