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Lifehouse - Somewhere In Between

I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours and I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head but underneath my feet
'Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

'Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...
Of What is real and just a dream...

XM
18
Dec 31st 1986
Wants: To live a fairytale
Believes: That the simplest things in life are often the most difficult to achieve.
Quote of her life: "Lose Yourself In The Oblivion of Action"
But do you believe in something beautiful?
Then get up and be it
Fighting for the smallest goal to, get a little self-contol
I know how hard you try. I see it in your eyes
But call your friends, 'cause we've forgotten what it's like to eat what's rotten
And what's eating you alive might help you to survive.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

sR71-eMpty SpAces
I'm not afraid to go backwards and fix what we broke
My gaze falls behind, you make desire seem so easy
I hold off sleep, it's so silent without you here
Don't give up now, it would all be for nothing

I believe in second chances
I believe the years forget
So let me fill these empty spaces
Better late than never / Stay forever
Let me fill this empty space
There's always room for one more mistake

Can you feel that
I think we're moving in the right direction
I was someone else then
I'd take it back if you would let me

We were never this close when we were young
Every night I whisper your name at the top of my lungs
Yeah, eahhhhhh
I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid

yup yesterday/today/whatever was horrible. math was very bad and bio was pretty bad. got so demoralised. like esp math which i worked so hard for. cuz plenty of pple are expecting me to get sth good for math. cuz ive been working for it. wanted to walk out of the class halfway thru the paper.

so.... on my way back i blasted this song into my ear over and over again as i moped and moped.
then lizzie appeared as i was the peak of my moping and close to tears. blehs. haha im not saying it's not good it's nice to see an old fren. haha but like i was feeling sucky then like i cant feel sucky ard pple i know. haha i was glad initially that there was no one i knew on the bus... haha cuz i needed alone time to breathe, listen to music, think, walk home, stuff. haha last time i was feeling like that, someone turned up on the same bus and walked me home. bleh. it's mean to say this but i was looking to alone time. then so yea.

but there are times when u really want to be alone arent there? like with music and all... whee... and just looking at the clouds the stars. i mean that's what lockup is all abt. and breathing time.

haha... on 173 today... this guy who had like so much cologne on sat beside me. and i almost died. dunno if he noticed me rolling my eyes. haha i sorta recog the cologne but yea... cologne's nice in subtle amts.. but can be insecticide at like more than a few spritz. haha.

anyhow so late im gonna update later nite

She needed someone at 9:58 AM